Second love et al....

Hmm...i was damn jittery when i got to know I AM IN LOVE yet again! I actually began 2 think whether I'd hit gold again. They say: Once bitten is twice shy! Probably i am going thru one of thos phases: Should I/not...This was quite inevitable - After my first breakup, I had become unusually high-strung! I was becoming way too lonely...was living a miserable single life and wid no ray of light in the 'dark clouds' of my life, I was searching for HOPE. Perhaps I was turning pessimistic too. All day and night i simply prayed to God to take me away somewhere...i even tried wat the 'others' do when depressed - i attempted suicide! My life was going to the drains/dogs/and wat not...Lonely in Bangalore - i sought solace in my buddies who were there for me throughout in Bangalore...I took 2 partying whenever possible...(beer, vodka et al) - not that i became an addict. But just to defeat Life/God and the person who 'broke' my heart! I was taking vengeance with everyone/anyone who spoke against me (my parents too were not spared). After a lot of coaxing frm Dad, I decided to move to Delhi (for good)...i dedicated my entire time to work....(literally 24x7)...anyways, i decided to start life afresh! My best time in my career was the Mumbai Project...a 20-day project which changed my ENTIRE life...Soon after i met a buddy who accepted me for wat i was (whole n soul!)...Later i realised I was fast falling in LOVE...but as usual 'the second love bit' felt a li'l bit jinxed! Watever it was - he made me realise that I was actually in luv etc....i never took it seriously for fears that i might lose this frndshp...Its 4 months for our relationship on April 10th. I dont regret this 'relationship' even one bit as this isnt like the 'other' relationship which didnt even work...At times, i do think the pain of this relationship might leave scars...yet strangely enough, I feel happiness and positive energy flowing through me as though I am on another cosmos/planet, whenever I think of him...There's this one thing i learnt frm another frnd - "Every relationship doesnt come with a life-time guarantee tag..." So live life as it comes and most of all - dont lose the ppl who love/cherish u more than u love/cherish them..they maybe the ones who might stick by u all ur life!! So....SECOND LOVE is not all that bad, eh!